I still can’t believe my bestie is moving abroad;
There’s less than a month left,
and honestly,I’m not ready for it at all..
I’m happy for her:)
I know this is a big step in her life, and I want her to have the best experience possible.
But at the same time,I can’t stop thinking about how much I’m going to miss her,
Just knowing that I won’t be able to see her whenever I want makes my heart feel heavy...
I keep thinking about all the normal little things we do together,and suddenly they don’t feel so normal anymore.
The random conversations, laughing about stupid things, hanging out without even having a plan… I’m going to miss all of it:)
I know we’ll still be able to talk and keep in touch, but I’m scared that distance will change things. I’m scared that life will get busy and we won’t talk as much as we used to.
Maybe that’s what hurts the most...
Sometimes I get this huge lump in my throat just thinking about the day they leave,
I don’t want to say goodbye:)
I just wish I could have a little more time before everything changes..
I’m genuinely happy for my bestie,but I’m also really sad that someone who has been such a big part of my everyday life is about to be so far away..
