I’m sorry for what i did and for what happened to us, I’m sorry for the way I am , I’m sorry for losing you, and sorry for not being able to change, and I’m sorry for losing what we had,I would burn the world for you , but I couldn’t change my flaws , i wish you accepted me for who I was, but i will never blame you , i never meant to hurt you ,because you meant the world to me, but all i wanted to do is to be on your side, and I failed ,i ruined it ,i made you hate me, but I’ll never hate you, i love you , and I’ll never forget about you, but I forgive you if you forget about me, i will always love you no matter what, you’re my first everything, my first love , my first hope, my first everything, i can’t have you back,things are different now , I wish we can have what we used to have, i wish i can see you again looking at me with your beautiful eyes, i really loved you , no matter how much I wrote, words can’t describes how i feel, it’s never over for me, I don’t know if I’m happy that’s you forget about me or not I can’t figure out how I feel ,but i think i am not very happy about it , i know I’m selfish, but if forgetting me is gonna make you happy then it’s gonna make me happy too, I don’t want you to hate me , but it’s okay if you stopped loving me, I don’t want that to be okay , but I can’t be selfish anymore, i wanna let you go, i wanna give up on us, but I couldn’t, I can’t give up , but i also can’t do anything about it, i know I’m coward, but I don’t know how to act , but I definitely know what i feel for you, and it’s all love , I don’t know what to do, if I tried coming back, I’ll end up hurting you, and if I stayed away I’ll hurt my self forever, but i don’t care if I’m gonna be hurt as long as you’re okay and happy, i hope your happy, i will write about you, but I won’t annoy you anymore, I’m sorry, you deserve the world, I love you darling, wish you a really happy life, without me..<3
