So, I'm going to need a couple of days to mentally recover and just adjust my life plan because... Your girl just got fired from her remote job :((
Back in March, my boss brought up some performance related issues and we talked about it and I personally felt like I had improved a lot and was trying a lot harder. About 2 weeks ago though, my boss comes slamming down on me and critiquing a lot of things I'm doing and saying that my work is unsatisfactory. It was very out of the blue and confusing to me because nothing had really been said up to this point. I don't understand how I was able to work for them for a year and a half and it took until NOW for my work to be so bad I was fired.
TBH though, ever since 2 or 3 weeks ago when my boss is attitude got way worse and she became a micromanager, I've been feeling so much stress and anxiety every single day, logging on for work, and especially before any phone call with her. It was to the point I would almost throw up some days.
I was planning on leaving this job regardless, but I was going to try and wait to get something else lined up first. I guess that wasn't in the cards though
So, a bit of a hard pill to swallow to be fired for the first time. I guess I was not nearly as good at my job as I thought I was. I think part of it is that my manager and me have just very different personality types, and I wasn't just a good fit from the start regardless for her specifically.
Guess we move on to the next thing! Like I said, I'm going to take a little bit to feel my feelings and adjust, but I want to use this newfound free time to really try and get back on the wagon for working on commissions.
This pup could use some words and encouragement and digital hugs though :( feeling very bad about myself right now
