(#MessageInABottle.)
We’ve been through so many things together. It would be a lie if I said I don’t love you, even though I know I’ve hurt you a lot too. I’m sorry that because of all my shortcomings, I made you feel like you always had to be the best for me, and in the end, you still had to take the pain that you never deserved. You’re someone who is full of love, someone with so many ideas and surprises. I never really gave you those things, but you always gave them to me. You always gave me things I probably had never experienced before. You even became the standard for me. I still use all the gifts you gave me, and I still keep them close.
Thank you for always supporting me and cheering me on, especially for always complimenting me no matter what. Even when we were no longer together, you were still there and tried to put your ego aside and forgive me. Now I’m going through what you felt back then, and I understand it now. I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it would hurt this much. I’m sorry I left you alone when you were going through something like this, something that even I can’t handle on my own.
I keep thinking about how you always protected me no matter what, even when it made you look bad. You still chose to be there for me. I never thought your presence would disappear, and now I realize how important your presence and your role in my life really were. What I needed all along was someone like you. Thank you for teaching me so many things and for making me stronger for the next chapter of my life. You don’t have to worry about taking care of me anymore. I can do it on my own now. You can rest, okay? Rest peacefully there. I hope all the best prayers find their way to you. I’m sure God loves you so much. Fly high! @gothrsaturn
