Just a little statement from me, and an apology to anyone who has been inconvenienced by the general chaos of my existence over the last few weeks. 😂❤️
I’ve had to cancel gigs, radio shows, talks, the second Council Tax Masterclass and various other commitments, and I know there are people still waiting for things to be rearranged.
The truth is, I’ve been genuinely unwell for over 10 weeks now.I’ve
tried to battle through it, because that’s what I’ve always done. Keep going. Push through. Get back up. Do the work. Show up.But
eventually your body has a rather effective way of saying, “No. You’re sitting this one out.” 😂I finall
y have some answers about what’s been happening with me. There’s a significant hormonal element to it, alongside sheer physical and nervous-system exhaustion, and while it’s something I can work on and recover from, I’ve had to accept that it’s going to take a little time.And perh
aps, if I’m being reflective about it, this has been a very long time coming.I’ve liv
ed in fight-or-flight in one form or another since I was a kid. I’ve battled my way through life as a woman, through grief, stress, relationships, work, fighting systems, speaking out, constantly researching, writing, broadcasting and generally refusing to sit the fuck down. 😂Apparent
ly the human body does eventually send an invoice.So I’m p
aying it.I talk a
lot about embodiment, and I suppose part of embodiment is actually listening when your body tells you it’s exhausted, rather than treating it as another obstacle to overcome.And yes,
apparently the path to embodiment also comes with the occasional dark night of the soul and complimentary nervous breakdown. Nobody mentioned that on the brochure. 😂So for t
he moment I’m giving myself permission to heal properly. To rest. To get my hormones and my body back into balance, get my strength back and stop expecting myself to operate at 100% when I simply haven't got 100% to give.I also w
ant to say a massive thank you to everyone who follows me, supports me, shares my work and values what I do.And especial
ly to my subscribers, whose continued support genuinely enables me to keep doing this work. I don't take that support for granted, particularly during a period when I haven't been able to produce as much as I normally would.I’m not disappea
ring. I’m healing.Everything I've
postponed will be addressed and rearranged as I get stronger, so please just bear with me a little longer.And when I come
back properly, I intend to come back a hundred times stronger.For once, the revolu
tion can wait while Kali has a fucking nap. 😂❤️Thank you for your p
atience, your messages, your support and your love.I’ll be back. ❤️
