⚠️ TW // SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ⚠️
#cummy
bulan juni akhir ketemu stranger di pony town, orangnya empathic banget, pas ngobrol juga nyambung (we talked for hours for couple of days, share the exact same struggle), pokoknya aku mikirnya kita cocok banget. terus tiba-tiba dia jadi distant, ketika aku confront dia bilangnya stress. oke, aku kasih space. tapi gak ada perubahan, he barely talked, ngechat cuma kalo aku chat, dan itu slow response parah. aku biarin aja, mungkin dia bakal balik kalo udah ngerasa baik, gitu kan aku mikirnya, tapi gak, semua socmed aku di unfollow, kaget dong aku, tiba-tiba lagi dia make pfp couple, like… bro wth?
he got a girlfriend. kit heart dong aku, tapi yaudahlah aku berusaha menerima kan. beberapa hari lalu, i got very low, to the point of wanting to kms, aku reach out dia karena gatau harus reach out ke siapa, di telpon sama dia, tapi bareng ceweknya 💔💔💔 and his girl was so kind and sweet, bro bffr… i get why he chose her… nobody wants a mentally unstable person in their life. now i feel even more bad about myself :D