I don't think you're lazy or a bad employee. The fact that you've noticed this pattern means you can actually work on it.
Try breaking tasks into tiny steps and setting your own deadline before the real one. Don't wait for motivation, just commit to starting for 10 minutes. A lot of procrastination comes from feeling overwhelmed or afraid of failing, not laziness.
And don't worry too much about life after graduation. You're still learning how to manage yourself, and that's a skill you can build.
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