Blunt!y

Has it ever happened to you that people leave you at the mercy of God? Especially those who you love and who claim to love you?

I tried to be happy...all that was required was to see you happy. I thought I did everything right this time. I thought for the first time, after all my mistakes, I had taken the time, figured it out and was ready to give you my all. It was to be my last time of this; I had gone through headache, heartache and pain but I thought you were worth it.

Months later, after all the cards are out on the table, you decide that the time you thought was right, you said it felt right, you said it was right for months, now it wasn't.

No explanation, no warning...

So now, I'm told to just go back to how things were...how they were BEFORE we made the decision. How the Hell? Do that, and expect to see everything just be like that part of our life didn't happen? Yeah, I think I"m good.

For the men out there, understand that you too have a voice. I understand some of you might have been brought up to respect a woman...NO MATTER WHAT, but that doesn't mean you have to sit around and be physically and mentally abused.

A good friend of mine, he came over this past weekend, we watched some football and he was kind of complaining about his back, said he "pulled something". A little later he gets up to use the restroom and I notice a stain of liquid on the back of the chair...he comes back out, and we look at his back and it's bleeding. He lifts his shirt up and has cuts, bruises and all kinds of just horrible marks, with very shitty done bandaging.

Go to find out his wife, who has loved dearly since they met in the 10th grade and they are now 50, has been getting so violent that she was slashing at him with knives, throwing things at him, hitting him with wire brushes and a plethora of other items. Dude had knots on the back of his head, defense bruises and marks on his arms and body, it was crazy. The most gentle man I've ever met just been standing there taking it because of love and their kids.

So Men, to be blunt, just because you are a man doesn't mean you are supposed to just take it and be fine. We all have our breaking point. Don't let years of anger and fear cumulate into a fireball of chaos all because you just "took it" far longer than you should have. Get out, get help and speak up!

I know, it’s pathetic.

It’s like I found my voice and my strength to stand up and walk away and life just keeps throwing one thing after another with my health and its terrifying.

Haviing your own voice is fucking terrifying.

Everything feels so big and overwhelming and it’s not that I miss the violence, but i mean of course you miss someone after any breakup in someway. But right with all my health issues and trying to piece my life together- it all feels so huge-, everyone looks at me for answers about what the fuck is happening or going to happen. It just makes me really miss being small

barely a person

I get told that I'm too cocky, too arrogant but it only gets worse as I grow business and develop. The flip to this, is that I use sarcasm, smart ass comments and everything else to hide my feelings. Feelings that are just wanting to be happy and not have to think about 10000 things everyday from sun up to sun down.

When I used to be in my School I used to have a crush on girl who is the cutest in the whole school i used to have huge crush on her I was average looking guy but for some reason I used to doubt that she used to have some feelings about me she always comes infront of me when I used to passby she used to smile.i never got a chance to get close with her nor got a chance to speak with her this is my biggest regret in my whole life so now after 4-5 my feelings and regret were same as back then I am having a huge trouble cannot make past correct but,still i know her house atleast randomly could speak i tried to reach her by instagram she didn't even accept my request i was angry that she doesn't even know me i this feeling so bad when you love someone so much but they don't even know me it hurts but mostly.i am not that much insecure person but i still have a belief that she would have some feelings about me so I just want to do something i know her house but it make be inappropriate as she used to be junior (I guess she may not even remember my name or face) ,not in contact,she is other college i have mutuals but i doesn't want them get involved this is my biggest confusion

Know that I’m not the first one to do it. was overstimulated and overwhelmed and it helped ground me a little. Went to the room for lunch and felt like I couldn’t leave. Had a dissociative episode. Checked for cameras before I did it, but god I pray that there were no cameras. If they audit me what the fuck would I say.

I think I'm broken when it comes to romantic love. I don't feel scared of losing my partner who am in love with. It just feels like I'm a tourist in their lives who is only interested in the stories they have to tell. The scary part is I know deep down that is not how it should be. I hope to meet someone one day who can help change that.

Soo well In mid 20s age the choas is about managing your relationship and Your priorities like family siblings study life....
So basically I love someone but I don't know how deeply I love him...I want no fear in loving someone... but in real I have like If my parents do not accept him...if my feelings have an end for him...I want to spend my time without him to see do I really love him Orr in flow of feelings I felt special for him couple of month ago....what do you think ?

Ever since I moved away from my home town, my life got extremely quiet. So quiet, i fear if i disappear no one would notice for months.. I guess this is just the dark truth about adulting, no one truly cares unless it benefits them. Im 25F and just didn’t imagine my life going this way at all. It’s lonely and freeing all at the same time

I have no idea why I do this. But I downloaded tinder recently as I moved to a new area and wanted to start meeting people. I’m single so open to dating as well but I realized quickly that people just use tinder to hook up, which I was not looking for. So I kinda just started going on it every few days and only swipe left. Even if I think the girl is pretty or we share interests I just swipe left. Nothing happens. They don’t know I swiped left and I havnt ended up talking to anyone on the app. That’s it, that’s my story

So I have DID (used to be called multiple personality disorder), and I had this friend. Things were going great between us — we got along really well and even liked each other. At some point, we started opening up and sharing secrets. When I told her about my condition, she didn’t judge me or push me away. She actually took the time to get to know the others, and everything seemed fine.

But then, one of them ended up telling her something real — a truth she didn’t know about. I didn’t expect it, and I don’t think she did either. Now she’s hurt, she’s been crying, and she blocked me. I’ve just been sitting with this feeling like I messed everything up. I feel like a complete screw-up today.

Im tired of the silence in my room so i escape it by enjoying the silence from my backyard i spend hours their just to escape listening to that ceiling fan in my room im chopped as shit and fat and got like no friends