Heyo, so... Uh... Guess who's now jobless?
Here's a hint: It's me
So my contract has reached it conclusion and I didn't got renewed so now I have to figure what to do now, I'm thinking about getting back into drawing but honestly... I still don't feel there.
I've been trying a lot in the past couple months to draw but either I was too exhausted to nothing came to my mind, and when I had something I would feel frustrated to the point I'd want to just throw everything out through the window, and on those moments I stopped before my frustration grew deeper.
It's... Disappointing... I'm disappointed of myself and I'm pretty sure I've disappointed a lot of people out there, I wish I could just renew my energy or something but I don't know what to do, so I've decided something.
I'll take a time off the internet, mostly social medias and Telegram, I won't look at anything and just try to figure out a plan out some activities to go outside, I have to get strict and disciplined, even if I'm forcing myself if I have to.
Don't worry, I won't disappear, promise, I'll be in another platform and give my ID to the people I want to talk with, and also the people I still owe art because keeping in touch is the least I can do.
I don't know, maybe I'll take a week or two away, there's a lot I have to figure out and a lot of conflicted emotions and thoughts I need to resolve, you won't see me on my commission account or personal account, at least for those that have it.
So, until then.
Forwarded from📝FenneCat's Diary📝
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