> my_mother_was_certain_that_i_would_grow_out_of_being_trans_back_when_i_was_14;
> it's_absurd_to_not_be_a_man_or_a_woman;
> I_turn_18_this_month;
> my_initial_revulsion_with_my_womanhood_which_started_when_i_was_around_11_was_provoked_by_being_forced_into_femininity_by_my_family_and_the_people_around;
> I've_always_been_a_rebel_i_suppose.i_couldn't_stand_being_told_what_to_do,how_to_dress_and_present_myself;
> and_that_part_never_changed,but_i_figured_that_my_choices_were_affected_by_me_standig_up_against_the_misogynistic_and_transphobic_system;
> later_i_understood_that_i_like_feminine_clothes_a_lot_actually.i_don't_care_what_I'm_seen_and_referred_to_as;
> but_i_will_rather_die_than_have_her_think_that_this_proves_her_right.i_am_as_much_a_woman_as_a_man.and_it's_partially_her_fault_that_i_couldn't_stand_looking_at_myself_in_the_mirror_for_a_good_chunk_of_my_existence;
> i_still_plan_to_go_on_testosterone_once_i_can_afford_it;
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